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Jun. 11th, 2009

If you were really my best friend like you said you were, you would have been at the hospital when i had my accident. Or at least you would have done more than a message on myspace a week later saying, "Hope you feel better." Cody and Sarah weren't even in town. They couldn't do ANYTHING. You could have come to see me when I couldn't get out of bed.

You wouldn't have used my top two insecurities against me. I am sure that you thought it was your right, and technically it was, but that isn't what "best friends" do. You wouldn't name drop the biggest regret of my life every chance you got, reminding me that he is still a big part of your life and you wouldn't say things like, "If only I was in town that spring break. I could have stopped you." You weren't. You didn't.

You would be here for me right now. Because I need a friend more than anything right now. I've lost all my grip on reality. This medicine has made me feel completely numb and I don't know why, but I don't feel like things really have a purpose anymore.

But you wouldn't know that. You wouldn't know ANY of that.


Jun. 11th, 2009 03:41 pm (UTC)
It's because she has no grip on reality anymore, either. You know the kind of person she is and the kind of person she has been since you guys were young.

Personally, I and everybody around us is glad that she's no longer around to manipulate you anymore. She never cared about you anyways; all she cares about is climbing your social status like a ladder. You said yourself that she is unable to make her own friends.

Oh blah blah blah blah I'm glad that "expressing emotions" is just going to start "dramaaaa". Personally Meg, I'm glad that you don't see this person anymore; now I don't have to pretend to like her friends. :)

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