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Jun. 11th, 2009

If you were really my best friend like you said you were, you would have been at the hospital when i had my accident. Or at least you would have done more than a message on myspace a week later saying, "Hope you feel better." Cody and Sarah weren't even in town. They couldn't do ANYTHING. You could have come to see me when I couldn't get out of bed.

You wouldn't have used my top two insecurities against me. I am sure that you thought it was your right, and technically it was, but that isn't what "best friends" do. You wouldn't name drop the biggest regret of my life every chance you got, reminding me that he is still a big part of your life and you wouldn't say things like, "If only I was in town that spring break. I could have stopped you." You weren't. You didn't.

You would be here for me right now. Because I need a friend more than anything right now. I've lost all my grip on reality. This medicine has made me feel completely numb and I don't know why, but I don't feel like things really have a purpose anymore.

But you wouldn't know that. You wouldn't know ANY of that.

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alle_goriest
Jun. 12th, 2009 03:38 pm (UTC)
WHAT SHE SAID. 8U

But I really am glad that you have separated yourself. I'm sure she has some kind of redeeming qualities and that is why you stayed friends for so long, but she's always been that kind of person. Why do you think I never wanted to be closer to her, even when we were little?

Don't be afraid of the dramarama that might come with being honest. It's really not worth your time. ♥ You are a smart girl and know the kind of people who are good for you and who are not.

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